i just got home from a goth rock night at z. i rather enjoyed the music and dancing to it, and there wasn't too much people. the dance floor also had two mirrored walls facing each other which made it also fun to dance. i'm such a retard, i thought the bus that goes to my building ran to 2am but the last one is at 1am. i've probably made this mistake about 3 times... and i left earlier to catch that. so i waited for about 30mins before i went to check the times, so i ended up having to take a cab anyways. which means i could have stayed at the club longer and had more fun.

but it doesn't matter, i'll just take the few extra hours to sleep as i have to get up around 5 or 6am to get ready for the week. i'm trying to push myself this semester as i did do a decent job last semester by not even really trying. though i'm very disappointed by my calc mark as i was expecting a B, but got a C+ which looks horrible among my B's and A's. But I got two A's and an A+ (by the prof being extremely nice in the grading). Nevertheless, 3 A's and a C+ is not bad for not consciously putting in an effort.

i'm going to try really hard to get a good mark in o.d.e to make up for the last three calculus classes that raped me. i don't know, i kind of lost my enjoyment in learning since i got to uni, but am steadily getting it back, and it's exciting!

i know, i'm such a nerd.