JESUS FUCK

I was so bloody upset at myself a few minutes ago. Actually I'm still a little upset, but it's in perspective now, after some cinnamon cordial. I'm kind of amazed at my anger level lately. I have been having a short fuse the last couple of days, even though the last couple of days have been awesome. I think the reason may have been that I decided to cram too many plans in too short a time. I haven't had any solitary time that didn't involve me being on the bus, sleeping or sleeping on the bus. And now that I have some time to get things in order and prepare myself for this 18 day cne venture, i'm having to still cram more things down. I need to plan things better and know when to say no.

Otherwise, I got to meet up with a lot of people and activities. Monday, was going to the CNE and trying to get a food service job. I left my food handler's button at Alexz, which I hope will not effect anything. They're pretty anal down there. I guess I have to make some calls and see where I can get another one as I don't think I can go up to Newmarket at 11pm from union, get there at 12, and have to go back home. But I still might have to tomorrow. Well whatever's. After the CNE thing, Abi came over to study and we got to see some meteor's in between.

Tuesday, was the exam in the morning, with celebratory k for enduring through it. I don't think I'll want to do it for a while as I got pretty nauseous from it and it's not really as fun as pot. Headed to Jackson square in Hammertown, to catch a movie with Sarah, Maggie and Cecelia. We headed over to Maggie's to indulge in some eggplant curry, cake and alcohol's. I slept over as I wanted to spend some more time over there. I probably won't be seeing Sarah til Christmas break, which is a long ways off. The three had done the tree planting up north this summer, and that was basically all they could talk about. I'm very tempted to do it next year. As not only will it be spending some awesome time with some awesome people, but there will be dark sky and scenery everyday of work. Only thing is, i'm not sure if I can keep up physically.

Wednesday was almost unbearable to get through during the day. The CNE orientation took forever when it should've taken only about 2hrs. Also, they didn't call me for the information booth specific orientation and now i'm in the dark. I have to go there early tomorrow and get that straighten out on top of the other thing. I almost wish I could just not do this except for the fact that I have to pay bills. Was able to head up to Newmarket earlier than originally plan. Had a great time, but fell asleep kind of early and so didn't get to help the boy with the maths.

Thursday, I got home around 10 am, rush to an interview for a position at the Grad Lounge. I'm schedule to do a trial run on the morning of Aug 27th. Then we'll see if I get the position for first semester. Just caught the bus to Hamilton to go see mom. As usual, I spent it eating awesome food but got to see little of my mom as she is constantly cooking. Though I appreciate all the nice food she packs for me, I think she should realize I would much rather just do a nice activity with her, that doesn't involve her cooking.

Well, so here we are. I still have beef to cook because it was kept in the fridge instead of the freezer. And I have laundry's to do, because I will have no time being busy from 7am - 11pm everyday. All in all, this has been a good week but a little too stressful. I was originally gonna write about me wanting to try for med school, but that seems a huge improbability. I'll be glad to get through this year financially. Sigh.

Mmmmm Beach Trip

So last weekend was uber fun. Alexzander came down to sleep over Friday night and was able to stay til Monday morning. On Sunday, we went to some camp beach grounds in Pentigauishineweasdfasf near midland. Other people who went included Israel, his gf Michelle, Michelle's friend Hemiry (?), Elio (?), & Ahmad. I got to lounge in the sun and play frisbee. But my god was the water full of rocks and the sand rather gritty. I am so glad we went. I love going to the beach and I hadn't gone since I was 12 or 13.

So I'm gonna be rather busy trying to cram this coming week.

Tuesday - print resignation letter, drop off osap, switch math 2270 to 2271, study, probably go see Alexz as it's the only day I can spare til next wednesday.
Wednesday - wake up at 6am to head to work from newmarket, work 9-4, study
Thursday - shopping with sis from 11am til... whenever, then study for the rest of the time.
Friday - work 3-10pm
Saturday - work 3-8pm
Sunday - House warming Brunch at Tasha's at noon.
Monday Aug 11 - CNE orientation for N.A. Midway (another job opp?), study party with Abi
Tuesday Aug 12 - dress up as morning Stan and Kyle for the 9am Exam for Calc 1014
Wednesday Aug 13 - CNE orientation for Info-Booth
Thursday Aug 14 - 11am Job Fair for the Grad Lounge, go visit mom, maybe see Sarah.
Friday Aug 15 - 4-10pm, first day on the CNE grounds. SWEET.