So, Alexzander and I are officially over, although one can argue it was over when he broke up with me about a month ago. I was just having issues accepting it. However, the lack of passion throughout the relationship finally got to me. It wasn't fair to either of us, and I mean I can only hold back so much before feeling like the typical over dependent person in the relationship. Anyways, tonight after about an hour of crying, the realization I had was, if he doesn't want me the way I didn't want Dave, then that's in his right. I definitely deserve someone who does want me and am not going to waste the short lifespan I have pining over someone who doesn't.
And on the bright side, I can finally dance with people who want to dance with me at clubs, lol.
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