Oh man, the two days before were the most gruelling days apart from my migraine days (nothing beats shot-gun-to-the-face-migraine-days). I had almost a constant fever above 39 up to 40'C, which is probably the highest I've had since I was a twelve or since I last had pneumonia. I don't even know what i caught. but I still have this slight nausea, sour throat, and background headache even with the fever gone.

school starts, after 3months out, on my birthday. what a treat. kind of. i have two weeks to hand in all assignments and to cram a semester worth of material before exam period. the prospect is just the motivation a procrastinator like me can thrive on. lol. i am debating to still go to the combichrist concert, which i probably will. but maybe i won't go to the hello kitty MAC party. and see my brother this weekend instead of next weekend with a hangover. but it all depends on what i can sort out my study schedule for the rest of the term.

i heart biophysics so much. why am i having only four more classes of it this year? *tear*

there's so much wrong to undo in this world.

so it is always the case that when i have a lot going on in my life i tend not to update about. but i don't feel like recapping so, i'll just leave it at that. school may be back. i'm dreading it as there's so much material to cover in such a short time and i don't want to think about what my exam schedule's going to be like (two in one day most likely...). i hate to see the strike end with cupe losing all bargaining power, but i'm anxious to get my life on track. some interesting news is that i got to go see finkelstein in a talk which was very good. i think he's not as much of a hard liner as i thought, he's just very adament about using the same moral ruler against yourself before you do so on others.

i missed an appointment i had this week with my doctor. i thought it was today at 4pm but it was actually yesterday. i have an appointment next tuesday with a psychotherapist, and so i won't make an appointment to see my family doctor. so instead i'm gonna go attempt to analyse key problem areas in my life and use it to help in diagnosing.