tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25448623226955641872012-02-16T07:04:34.782-05:00Third-year biophysics student's blog.sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.comBlogger641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-58506230683577234942009-04-26T01:52:00.002-04:002009-04-26T01:58:07.932-04:00

things to do for this weekend/week.monday - mechanics assignment- mastering chemistry- 2213 lab 7 tuesday- work 11-2pm- physics lab 8 finish lab work?- biol 2040 labwednesday- 2213 assignment- chem lab thursday- appointment 5:50pmfriday - mechanics test- 2213 lab 8 duenext monday - ode testnext tuesday- biol 2040 test

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-84662122990989566872009-04-24T20:36:00.002-04:002009-04-24T20:54:41.623-04:00

i feel really alone. i've been very stressed lately. have been trying to put everything together at the last minute. i haven't been doing well at all in any of my courses. i'm a c+ in all of them which is pathetic. i've been getting angry, frustrated, snappy, and irritable with everyone for the slightest of discomforts. i don't like being like that. i ended up responding into situations in ways

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-6065994669856610742009-03-09T02:33:00.002-04:002009-03-09T02:43:09.201-04:00

i just got home from a goth rock night at z. i rather enjoyed the music and dancing to it, and there wasn't too much people. the dance floor also had two mirrored walls facing each other which made it also fun to dance. i'm such a retard, i thought the bus that goes to my building ran to 2am but the last one is at 1am. i've probably made this mistake about 3 times... and i left earlier to catch

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-83337691759778871562009-03-05T16:01:00.002-05:002009-03-05T16:37:29.370-05:00

i just read something that of lot of which i could relate to and to what i'm focusing on looking forward now (just i wouldn't have been so blatant) but i feel like i've been cheated somehow, or rather exacerbated that pre-existing feeling. i feel like i've put a lot into something, rather for someone, and my efforts haven't been recognized. like i said before, i have no regrets about trying, but

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-81180575130366497112009-03-03T12:25:00.004-05:002009-03-03T12:27:28.812-05:00

Mainly I'm disgusted at myself. Disgusted that I let myself down. Disgusted that I compromised on something I had difficulty trying to get the opportunity in the first place and the reason I pursued this. It's not just recent events that make me feel morally filthy, but my over consuming, unproductive, disorganized lifestyle as well. You know I wish I had suck it up, accepted it, and moved on

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-82224108185223533582009-03-02T01:54:00.003-05:002009-03-02T02:10:03.265-05:00

So, Alexzander and I are officially over, although one can argue it was over when he broke up with me about a month ago. I was just having issues accepting it. However, the lack of passion throughout the relationship finally got to me. It wasn't fair to either of us, and I mean I can only hold back so much before feeling like the typical over dependent person in the relationship. Anyways, tonight

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-17664631975206377672009-02-22T14:29:00.005-05:002009-02-22T14:34:31.845-05:00

Taken from a dA journal entry. I was just trying to leave a quick update about being busy but it end up being a little... bit longer than I expected.Sorry I haven't been very active lately. I feel very different from the person who wrote most of these deviations. Although I'm not willing to delete them just because I'm getting help for many of the traits and situations that prompt me to write

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-45949433460077143232009-02-21T21:09:00.007-05:002009-02-21T22:31:31.970-05:00

By now i've learned that if I want something/thought out of my head, best course of action is to write it down. Write out the pros and cons instead of having them mull over in my head. Anyways, I have this tendency, desire to just abandon everything and start anonymously. That includes breaking of ties with friends and family. I only would really regret a few relationships when I think of this.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-12809140063881834862009-01-30T21:36:00.002-05:002009-01-30T21:46:24.824-05:00

Oh man, the two days before were the most gruelling days apart from my migraine days (nothing beats shot-gun-to-the-face-migraine-days). I had almost a constant fever above 39 up to 40'C, which is probably the highest I've had since I was a twelve or since I last had pneumonia. I don't even know what i caught. but I still have this slight nausea, sour throat, and background headache even with the

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-70064829994147311692009-01-27T17:09:00.002-05:002009-01-27T17:17:59.177-05:00

so it is always the case that when i have a lot going on in my life i tend not to update about. but i don't feel like recapping so, i'll just leave it at that. school may be back. i'm dreading it as there's so much material to cover in such a short time and i don't want to think about what my exam schedule's going to be like (two in one day most likely...). i hate to see the strike end with cupe

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-2267970472801868952008-12-26T11:32:00.004-05:002008-12-26T11:44:32.835-05:00

Oh this was way too fun. Definitely gift certificates to book stores are awesom0. I think I will ask for ones to BMV in the future. My sister got me a $50 gift cert to chapters yesterday and I just spent it all this morning online on the following.The Metamorphosis And Other Stories - Paperback Disney Princess The Enchanted Castle Pop-up Book - Hardcover (for my niece in the future)Heart of

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-8661049047390934622008-12-19T18:58:00.003-05:002008-12-19T19:10:10.455-05:00

i need to make a detail schedule. i've never had so many things to do over a holiday. wow, me socializing, can't say i dislike it. Friday- cook food for potluck- head out to cupe party around 9pm- leave by 11pmSaturday- clean up room- poassibly at miss behavn from 4-7pm- dinner at boston pizza at 8pm- leave by 10pmSunday- work from 11-3:30pm- visit my sister and drop off presents- work party at

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-83256776338750020902008-12-18T19:33:00.002-05:002008-12-18T19:42:59.954-05:00

went over to abi's today to finish filming our canada's next top model audition. i know, i know, really sandra? but yeah, it was pretty fun taking pictures with abi. brittany did make-up. she has SO much make up.i also gave them my christmas prez and they gave me mine. i got some uber cool angel wing earrings from brittany. abi probably gave me the awesomest christmas present of my life thus far.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-78114316796568634662008-12-09T22:43:00.005-05:002008-12-12T15:38:21.095-05:00

I realized i left my "for the time being" by anne dillard which mrs. baboudjian gave to me and i have personal momentos in, and franz kafka shorts anthology book at dave's which i will shortly ask him to return but that's a long shot. :|Because Alexz wanted me to write down a list of things i wanted for christmas so he can choose one. This is the first time I've ever done this. The whole sharing

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-88614947811974563282008-12-03T21:02:00.002-05:002008-12-03T22:46:24.972-05:00

i did a very selfish thing today. I bought a $200 doc marten boots because i got sick of seeing the same type of boots in the stores. anyways, i shall have to cut back on the other extra crap i want to get (sigh, interpol remix cd, you will just have to wait my precious). also i lost my cell phone again, but i think i will just go and renew my contract for a free phone (hopefully not a flip one,

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-90839151365198089392008-12-01T23:22:00.003-05:002008-12-01T23:26:53.794-05:00

i keep insisting to do things in a certain way but end up not following through. it only ends well part of the time. i really have to try harder to not be a douchebag.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-78598275997063644772008-11-21T13:37:00.001-05:002008-11-21T13:37:42.651-05:00

i hate all this travelling. i wish i could have a week to myself.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-43499091551854159812008-11-17T22:01:00.009-05:002008-11-17T23:25:22.303-05:00

it was fun being at the picket lines. went with two other undergrads, sadia and jacob, to the rexall picket. and went to the noon rally at the front gate. we had speakers from uoft and ryerson's student union and respective cupe chapters. we were advised not to attend the anti-strike rally, but saw them in passing by. there was about a hundred people. apparently their primary speaker was a

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-8147025438801270022008-11-10T18:54:00.003-05:002008-11-10T19:27:07.522-05:00

i've been feeling so lethargic lately. i really need to catch up on school. there's a house party right now but i don't feel like going because i've already hanged out with the same people last friday and i feel i've used up all my conversation material then, and bitching about your prof and workload gets really old fast. just back from the first free-say meeting on campus that i've been able to

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-67021191417961528722008-11-04T09:41:00.006-05:002008-11-04T10:10:15.336-05:00

I know it's kind of an awful thing to suggest, but I'm actually kind of hoping that Obama will lose. This may actually awaken the american public to realizing how many loopholes and fraudulent practices are in their democratic and voting system. Should this upset happen, although not enough to trigger anything truly revolutionary, it could get a lot of people upset enough to mobilize themselves

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-16377139396021254002008-11-02T14:31:00.007-05:002008-11-02T15:04:02.335-05:00

i can't lie that going to subspace wasn't rather disappointing. didn't have anyone to dance with, didn't see ted and kerry. i spent time, money, and energy getting the outfit, haircut, spending my miss behav'n gift certificate on toys i didn't even use. whoever said money can buy you happiness was obviously not talking about me. because that was rather the most depressing time i've had in a long

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-66102044486554831812008-10-23T18:15:00.003-04:002008-10-23T18:40:03.544-04:00

I was looking at some old pics from highschool. I wonder how much I've changed internally. Even now, sometimes I get confused at how I define myself. Maybe I should take some time and write that out, like I did for the other thing.Also, I'm not sure if I wanna do anything this Halloween. I was planning to go to Halloween fet night saturday after, and Brittany invited me to the silver snail

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-19798430866705334302008-10-21T12:02:00.004-04:002008-10-21T12:25:34.073-04:00

So I really should stop expecting people to really care... it's disappointing otherwise. If I do, then when they are, I shall be pleasantly surprised. Had a bad day yesterday, went in for my relativity midterm half hour late because I thought it started at 2:30, when it ended at 2:20.But honestly, I was frustrated with the relativity material and gave up studying for it last weekend, so I guess

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-51840221233631686412008-10-18T10:18:00.004-04:002008-10-18T10:53:42.622-04:00

I'm very bad at enforcing new habits. Sigh. I want sleep way more than I should have it. So I have a arduous week ahead of me. I need to stay focus and push through it. I have to remind myself, only one week that I have to work extra hard so I can keep my marks. Saturday: - study Relativity, do practice questions, review problem sets, read general relativity- get ready at 4 to leave- head over

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-5531494219176166012008-10-13T23:03:00.005-04:002008-10-13T23:55:38.249-04:00

Ideas for (don't worry I have more than just a titled in mind, I just don't like fleshing out the details until the piece is done).Visual Art:- poster "Will You Put My Hands Away"- poster "Dark Eeyore"- finish nosferatu painting- painting "Flesh"- photo compilation "Asphyxiation" -> photo manip contest/collab?Writing:- poem "Aftermath"- short story "Restraint"Reading:- Clockwork Orange- The

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-30710957783335512522008-10-12T15:27:00.005-04:002008-10-12T22:52:52.721-04:00

Last post was me freaking out a little of not getting osap funding. Looks like i will be getting some funding, but I won't get it in actuality til November. Anyways, that is still better than giving up school. I was almost breaking down to adjust to that reality if I had to. Next year definitely apply early for osap so i can deal with their shit.The week before last week was pretty fun for me. I

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-37916018351522597802008-10-06T23:42:00.003-04:002008-10-06T23:47:12.784-04:00

huge gigantic sighi hate when i'm left wondering.my head was so clear this afternoon. this will set me back if it doesn't go through, and i'll be tempted to cut all ties (except the one with my sister).

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-14972210471768895872008-10-03T12:06:00.002-04:002008-10-03T12:06:35.504-04:00

Naomi Klein was on Colbert report. She was looking really good. Must get a hold of that ep.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-61188682460529694322008-10-03T08:15:00.003-04:002008-10-03T08:18:15.744-04:00

is it kind of awful that i can't keep my goals for the next few days up but i'm already thinking about what to do if i get through uni? i would like to have a rather self sustainable life when i retire (ie live off my own farm) that or live on a boat (that would be neat). so i'll have to learn those survival skills somewhere, sometime.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-59057383297958579782008-09-29T11:30:00.004-04:002008-09-29T11:37:25.002-04:00

I'm so tired, I'm getting the jitters. I could barely write in class, lol. I have had an hour of sleep so far, as I've been up with Ahmad doing our 2020 assignment that was due last friday. :S Although I have some days off, I seriously need them for cramming.Tonight:Work: 3-close (10pm?)Make sure Mastering Chemistry is doneReview Chem and write out formula study sheet/flash cards.2040 Problem set

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-42695988390081456862008-09-24T21:48:00.002-04:002008-09-24T21:59:38.966-04:00

I had a whole thing written up about how overwhelmed I was feeling but didn't have time to update before going to a chem lab. I'm feeling a lot better now, but i'm not sure if it's because i wrote all that stuff out, because the lab was short and easy, or the realization that i have two days off next week (granted they will be for catching up but maybe i can actually go on a date to enjoy myself)

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-24388187087688997822008-09-17T20:58:00.002-04:002008-09-17T21:02:28.630-04:00

Went to K-town for a bit. Had some pent up angst out.I think I'm back to normal.

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-79090451074112694612008-09-02T13:50:00.002-04:002008-09-02T14:08:41.178-04:00

OMG. I am in such a freakish state. I have time on my hands to get stuff done??? Anyways, to update, I was working two jobs at the ex and it was like 12 hour days for 14 of the 18 days that it was running. I had insanely no time for anything. My room is a complete and utter mess. I don't even feel like doing anything except sleeping. I could literally sleep for a entire day if I let myself, but I

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-11438325090622754412008-08-14T22:27:00.003-04:002008-08-14T22:56:01.745-04:00

I was so bloody upset at myself a few minutes ago. Actually I'm still a little upset, but it's in perspective now, after some cinnamon cordial. I'm kind of amazed at my anger level lately. I have been having a short fuse the last couple of days, even though the last couple of days have been awesome. I think the reason may have been that I decided to cram too many plans in too short a time. I

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-23749681656367533662008-08-05T08:31:00.004-04:002008-08-05T10:09:00.101-04:00

So last weekend was uber fun. Alexzander came down to sleep over Friday night and was able to stay til Monday morning. On Sunday, we went to some camp beach grounds in Pentigauishineweasdfasf near midland. Other people who went included Israel, his gf Michelle, Michelle's friend Hemiry (?), Elio (?), & Ahmad. I got to lounge in the sun and play frisbee. But my god was the water full of rocks and

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-74834790231460042202008-07-28T00:59:00.004-04:002008-07-28T01:30:14.032-04:00

Great thing about this short haircut is that after being drenched in other's and your own perspiration, my hair will look fine after its dry. Can't say much about how it will smell...Also..., I didn't know Chris (singer from propagandhi) was so hot. I had a good time, though I went alone and left alone. Hostage Life was playing first and I liked most of their stuff, and there was some nice

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-2287882480030726492008-07-22T02:03:00.002-04:002008-07-22T02:19:34.931-04:00

I have a ticket to go see Propagandhi for Sunday, w00t. Rotate This was sold out but I got one at the Horseshoe Tavern. But since I will be going to subspace on saturday and the concert on sunday... I have to get myself studying for the next test pronto. Yes I am up at 2am b/c of much enjoyable and missed girl talking with my sister, who seems to be holding up better today.Monday - skipped class

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-45966799622699818092008-07-16T22:53:00.005-04:002008-07-16T23:26:38.505-04:00

Sorry, haven't updated in a while. Busy and nothing really new at the moment.I was feeling a little off last week, for no real good reason. I guess it was either hormornal or brain chemistry was off. I did use it to write some stuff down. I'll have all the writings posted on D.A. later once I fill up the little notebook.Today I had a test. I thought it wasn't too bad, which is actually a bad sign

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-12587203699058444592008-07-06T20:48:00.004-04:002008-07-06T21:31:56.502-04:00

Went out last night after work. Was initially gonna have to go clubbing all by my wee self, but Alexzander was able to make it. I was downtown a little early (coming straight from Square One after work). So I stopped by at a bookstore to get something to read. Picked up an Upping The Anti magazine, issue 6; then had some food at Shanghai Cowgirl, where I met up with Mike and Alexz. Had a blast at

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-15148694647378649902008-06-30T01:47:00.005-04:002008-06-30T02:16:34.956-04:00

Trying to move and study for a test is a little hectic. Though I have been procrastinating a bit... when have I haven't? I can't wait til Thursday when all of this is behind me and then I can look forward to going out on Saturday. I'm still debating if I want to go to the Darkrave (I love dancing at them), then decide to get smash there and party by myself til 3am, or save the money on cover &

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-41306497976894304152008-06-26T17:44:00.003-04:002008-06-26T17:48:14.723-04:00

I was a little pissed off from a comment by a supervisor at work. But now I'm just pissed off at myself for getting pissed off. I may have to work saturday from 8 - 3 instead of 10-3 as they our cutting our hours for next month and onwards. I'm debating how long I want to stay on. I can't really make a decision til the end of next month, so I'll see how it goes.Anyways, I still fee a little like

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-28521958964888636552008-06-22T21:24:00.002-04:002008-06-22T21:31:19.927-04:00

Monday: First day of my 1014 summer course. Goes from 1-3 every Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. Need to print out job application, resume and reference sheet before hand so should get to school around 11 to do that. Bring change of clothes. Go to sis' after class to baby sit.Tuesday: Skip class, go to the Job Fair at the CNE, starts at 10am. Head to work around 2pm. Work is from 4-10pm. So no

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-68368514629895564252008-06-22T20:46:00.005-04:002008-06-22T21:13:06.219-04:00

This was a pretty great week and ended on a high note. Though there were some kinks, I thoroughly had a good time.Friday: Stayed over at Alexzander's Thursday night and was reviewing calculus during the day. I finally understand the First and Second Fundamental Principles of Calculus. I totally did not catch it the first time around during the course. I sort of bullshitted the end of 1013. Now,

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-2043093590971275372008-06-15T17:06:00.002-04:002008-06-15T17:40:22.582-04:00

Today is father's day, and though I'm not into all these days designated for family members, I thought about my dad for a bit. (I rather treat my family to nice things on a regular basis because I want to than feel obligated to, one day of the year. Also just a means for people to spend money, consumer culture yada yada yada.)And I've realized, right now, I hate him. Not hate in the way that I'm

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-91238157700619683792008-06-14T00:01:00.003-04:002008-06-14T00:13:02.805-04:00

Work Schedule for this weekSaturday 8-12:30, go pick up boxes and computer books, do the danforth or make breakfast burritosSunday 8-4Monday 7:30 -4, super will check apartmentWednesday: BabysitThursday 7:30 -4Friday: Dethklok!!!Saturday 8 - 5**********************************Propagandhi tickets are $18, and I have yet to find someone to join me. I'm still gonna go anyways, because I heart their

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First things first. I got an A in bio. I don't know how, but I did. Second thing, I lost my little card holder with $40 dollars and my visa and my debit card and my bus pass. I don't mind losing everything else other than the bus pass. God damn wasting two hundred dollars. Oh wells. But I got an A in bio and do NOT have to retake it again.Third thing, had research tonight at the observatory.

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Weakerthans, wow. Their lyrics are the type of poetry I want to be able to write. And they set that to music... well???? Heart much. Also, the lead singer is from Propagandhi. And they have a song in reference to curling... Oh-Em-Gee. I think Sarah would like them. Below are some of the lines I really like from their songs rearranged. Enjoy.**************************************Went absent cases

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For tomorrow:- pay school- order transcript- call bio undergrad office and go pick up student course performance summary if ready- fill out summer osap- fill out student financial profile- activate mc- make rice and noodles*********************************This week's work schedule:sun June 8 - offmon - 3 to 10pmtues - 10 to 5pmwed - 1 to 8pmthurs - offfri - 4 to 10pmsat - 8 to 12:30pmlooks like

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This was a pretty great weekend. I had way too much fun at the Dark Rave v.100 for the hour that I spent there. I danced for an 45minutes straight. I wished I could have stayed there a bit longer but then again it may have ruined the high. I really do love getting slightly intoxicated and dancing to the darkrave music. I met that older guy who gave me a bracelet at my first darkrave/club night

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I'm feeling really mood swinging lately. Mainly from a recent email I got. I don't feel like I should be having fun and hanging out with people. I feel like retreating away. I'm afraid this internal conflict is gonna make me act like a jerk to friends. But I don't want to give up some of the good stuff I have, and after all, I can't retreat very far if my roommate is Ted. He certainly won't let

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I hate mainstream news so much, especially the 24hr tv channels. shudder. shudder. shudder. Sometimes I want to say something in a conversation regarding my opinions, but it just doesn't come out right. Dave was the better informed of the two of us and better at debates. I feel so terrible that I haven't been keeping up with Campus R.I.O.T. stuff. I have to go through a month worth of listserv

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-78793691504774359622008-03-20T13:24:00.005-04:002008-03-20T13:34:26.071-04:00

Art should be for expression, enjoyment, personal fulfillment. I say this in response to a vendor behind me at school selling "artsy" print shirts. They are artsy because they look vintage, have the usual indie icons and are being sold for $15 and up. It looks so fake and unoriginal. I rather buy from that cool guy from Berlin from livingarts, I met on the anti-war march who was selling patches

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-6385894486658275682008-02-23T22:31:00.004-05:002008-02-23T22:36:47.772-05:00

Last Wednesday, the York anti-war group had a meeting, a teach-in actually for members. The purpose was “form an analysis” about the war in Afghanistan and to start organizing events around campus. I was anticipating the meeting hoping I would find out some new information regarding the situation but was disappointed. First off, we had an hour long introduction where every said their name

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-56854177146716927312008-02-13T03:43:00.009-05:002008-02-13T04:18:32.359-05:00

I've watched the most gore I've seen in months, but one was an anime so I'm not sure it counts. They were still much more fun to watch then the Saw or Hostel series.I watched the whole series (two seasons) of an anime called Gantz in over three days. It's about a bunch of dead people being forced to participate in a 'game' to kill aliens in order to survive. I'll admit it was a pretty poorly done

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I'm angry because I'm having to write this post again because everything magically disappeared even when I SAVED halfway through. I hate my stupid mouse pad on my laptop. Anyways, Dave found this site that posted a speech about Anti-Semitism by Martin Luther King Jr.: http://www.paulasays.com/articles/on_israel/mlk_on_anti-semitism.html. I don't know what MLK Jr. would write after learning about

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In response to this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ef_blCCBJp0bluedevilx7 (1 week ago) Show Hide Marked as spam -1 Reply Pinky has quite an annoying voice. Does the delusional individual who voices it intend to sound so irritating. Talk about nasals issues. Perhaps if you weren't so pretentious you might get something. SUPERBLY CONSTRUCTED PROPAGANDA. WeAre1withtheUnivers (4 days ago)

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First, what happens in Afghanistan should be up to the Afghans. If they want help, we should be send it on their asking and on their terms, not what we think is best for them and not protecting their government officials who where former drug/warlords. The people of that region have no control over what NATO troops do. Many see us an oppressive presence and many Afghans want to support

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-73098781051984008242008-01-30T00:51:00.000-05:002008-01-30T01:09:29.319-05:00

"The government of Afghan President Hamid Karzai is dominated by warlords and drug lords, who continue to commit widespread human rights abuses."That's who we are defending.(I edited some stuff out of the following and posted it on my facebook. I got pretty upset at keeping meeting people who thought the war was helping the Afghans and thought Iraq was bad on pragmatic reasons. Do people not

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-48945350163044902152008-01-22T15:28:00.000-05:002008-01-22T15:29:54.111-05:00

you speak of rastafari, but how can you justify beliefin a god that's left you behind?you've simply filled the gapbetween the upper and lower classand your faith merely keeps you in line, in line. an amalgamation of jewish scriptureand christian thought.what will that get you?not a fuck of a lot.take a look at your promised land.your deed is that gun in your hand.mt. zion's a minefield. the west

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Not really a post related to anything but I guess I would like to post up some stuff about some of the many movies I've watched recently and write a list of what I want to watch in the future so I don't forget. Usually I don't review stuff unless I really have a tiff with it. I don't anyone wants to read me rant about something I love/like. I'll just list it as recommended with my rating out of

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-22326312651562711352007-10-29T13:58:00.000-04:002007-10-29T14:39:31.171-04:00

I was supposed to make a sign for FNB (food not bombs) and go to the anti-war protest. I've looking forward to that all week. But on Friday I got a case of the blues and felt like doing nothing all weekend except to watch several episodes of South Park with sessions of playing Counter Strike. Now I have left myself the task of completing two chapters of Calculus for a test on Wednesday... I am

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-69956497777843460612007-10-20T01:35:00.002-04:002007-10-29T14:38:34.438-04:00

Dave and I went through the following article Failed Anarchist on "Failed States" where it seeks basically to discredit Chomsky and reveal why he doesn't fit the Trotskyist vision. Tynan recommended us to read this as Dave brought up Chomsky in our talks. For the first half, most of it is hogwash. Both of us got tired from analyzing it towards the end, so pardon for our lack of consistent quality

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-16858129878321811802007-10-04T20:51:00.000-04:002007-10-20T01:43:07.207-04:00

I currently have various political writings on the computer table.- Karl Marx (with Friedrich Engels) on Communist Manifesto; Wages, Price and Profit; Capital (selections); Socialism: Utopian and Scientific- Z Magazine (October 2007)- Workers Vanguard No. 898 Sept 14.- Spartacist Canada No. 154 Fall 2007- Spartacist No. 60 Autumn 2007- Readings on: 1891 Intro to The Civil War in France by Engels;

sandiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00205917114179736654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2544862322695564187.post-68318508265365770092007-10-04T20:28:00.000-04:002007-10-04T20:42:50.004-04:00

I haven’t blog for several months now. Almost a year. Now that I’m starting university again, it’s time for me to procrastinate by blogging again. Here will be the place for personal writings, self-support, and political odessey. I actually was going to use wordpress.com to blog on, but since you can use gmail with this that's much better. I'm not sure if blogger has edited how it does it's

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