exit the grey

i can't lie that going to subspace wasn't rather disappointing. didn't have anyone to dance with, didn't see ted and kerry. i spent time, money, and energy getting the outfit, haircut, spending my miss behav'n gift certificate on toys i didn't even use. whoever said money can buy you happiness was obviously not talking about me. because that was rather the most depressing time i've had in a long while. but i guess i should be grateful that it doesn't really compare to missing my highschool graduation, that was disappointment.

watching secretary with zaheen and alexz was the highlight of the evening, which was a really good movie. i really should have left it there.

anyways, i have just over twenty dollars in my checking account. and about $800 in credit card debt, not to mention tuition. on monday i am picking up my osap loan. i don't know how long it will take for them to deposit that in my bank. so here's to not starving from now til then. though at least i get paid this coming friday. so here's to not starving from now til friday.

Week Planning (god I have so much to get done):

Sunday:
- get fucked
- try to recover and do some work
- go up to Alexzander's

Monday:
- appointment with student financial services at 9:20am (so should get back on campus by 9am)
- mastering chem
- work from 3pm to close

Tuesday:
- biophysics guest lecturer (something that can't let me down, sweet)
- go to bethune for 2040 help
- baby sitting sammie, call sister after last chem at 4pm

Wednesday:
- maybe call miss behavn to cancel if still hacking
- 2040 Assignment #7
- 2020 Problem set 5


Thursday:
- 1000 quiz on qm

Friday:
- math test
- lab #3 due
- work 6 to close