I'm feeling really mood swinging lately. Mainly from a recent email I got. I don't feel like I should be having fun and hanging out with people. I feel like retreating away. I'm afraid this internal conflict is gonna make me act like a jerk to friends.
But I don't want to give up some of the good stuff I have, and after all, I can't retreat very far if my roommate is Ted. He certainly won't let me do that. Lol. I guess I'll talk to him about it if he doesn't feel burden by my ranting my worries on him.
I don't know. I don't deserve this life.
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You deserve this life, and the best it has to offer. We all deserve the best life has to offer, even Dave. One thing to remember with him, is that it wasnt a good fit for either of you, even if he felt it was; someday he will feel the same, and maybe, if he tries to live his life the best he can, he will thank you for having the courage to set him free. Remember, he's choosing to mope, and be bitter, you're not making him. He's making himself. You can't control that, and you *not* making the most of your life will not change his. It will just make 2 people unhappy, instead of just one. Anyways, off to bed. Thanks again, you're the best...you got me to eat veggies! and peas! and make them taste gooooood!
speak out of turn much?
i'm CHOOSING to mope? good to know i feel PHYSICALLY ILL every day *ON PURPOSE*.
remember kids, when you treat someone badly and they react to it, it's THEIR fault. you can't control that!
thank god for armchair psychology!
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